现在的我

如果现在的我能回到从前

我想和那时的自己聊聊天

我在偶然与偶然之间忧伤

也有很多清晰会忧郁不忘

在在失望中悄悄改变

而我将不停地走更远

3 rd days of celebrate mooncake festival at Renaissance hotel

last sunday we all went to this hotel have a dinner with Taiwan Assoication~~actually , joine this dinner is very bored bcs we only eat few foods n listen taiwaness sing the song or listen their LONG speech !! n during the dinner time, my father keep-on to advice me "be as a girl" n dont shout , dont talk lound, smile always, sit properly!!....but i cnat TAHAN !! i think that day i was to make a lot noicy sounds (ai...) luckly, that is nt much ppl look at me !! hahahah....

boring +boring = the old generation taiwaness was keep-on to sing their old old geli song. But at least, this time the current leader said that will training the few new generation to lead taiwan accoication !! i am really happy to hearded about it, bcs they can sing "famous"song ady!! n amlost new generation r come out new ideas when they charge some functions~~NOT OLD ANYMORE!! most important is " the new generation give short and clear speech"!!

this is dessert, too sweent but nice!!

aunlce, me , aunty

i asked my auncle to give a special post...so cute!!

yea~~taiwan BOLEH!!

during dinner time, the leader asked all of us to shouted "taiwan boleh"

hehe...so funny!!

i was drinking "GUINNESS"

the taste nt ba actually ~~

muah muah muah~boring time part 1

hey hey~boring time part 2
boring time ~

my sis n me !!

boring time part 3

why my face looks so white?! maybe is the light ~

boring time part 4...

someone still give long speech..almost taiwaness nt listen to him ~

me n my aunty, she felt boring also~~

boring time part 5

can u see that a lot of flag behind of me?!

that weired~~

we r so C.U.T.E~

2nd celebrate mooncake festival with my "jiu jiu" family

last saturday we all went to my jiu jiu's factory for BBQ, my ah ma has invited many people, such as whole company's member and all of us + some of my younger's aunty worker...the started time from 7 pm...then i saw my jiu jiu started to yum sing with his worker, n he cant drink much!! he is weak for alchole!!

this pic was taken by near the finsihing time

he is only care whether we can taken nice photo o nt

nt as my father, didnt realised we r talking photo to him

this is my younger jiu jiu was singing the song , u see!! he was so enjoy~~

me n my oldest aunty

" si ba po "was playing "den lon", so geli man !!

Q: "am i cute??" A: "nt really".....haahha

my geli jiu ma is acted cute and wanan to take photo with me , but I DONT WANT!!

hahahah

these three is my younger cousin, they quite busy during the BBQ time

hey~happy hours~

pretty?! iz these three r girls ? they are so famous when my jiu jiu's worker (girls) see them!!

WE were BUSY BODY!! me, ah ma, aunty were talking which girls is more pretty!!haha~~

me and sami (actually, he is buys to eat but i forced him to take photo with me)

me and my younger sis (see her face !! she was very full ady)

yea~~i like the !!

can u see my "den lon" is HELLO KITTY pattern!!

my father and my oldest aunty enjoy the song that they sing !!

me n my younger jiu jiu, he looks more older bcs he refused to cut the hair!!

pa la pa la pa~~

busy busy!! dont take photo!! help, faster!!

i like this tree, pink pink "den lon"~~

hey, wait!! i havent get ready ~~

iz the BBQ looks more nicer than our face?!

er...jiu ma, i know u love me so much !! but nt need to huged me until like that la~~

can u see that?! that is "fish ball" above of my head !!

my jiu jiu, me and my sis!! he pattern is funny, rite?!

but actually my jiu jiu is very handsome when he is young!!

BBQ BBQ~~can u believe?! these all BBQ foods r all vegi one !!

prepared by my ah ma !!

most beautiful pic is cant see my face clear ~

my father still nt realised me n my sis was taking the phtot with him !!

B4 the BBQ, me and my all young cousins were playing Ps2~!

i like it~!

1 st day celebrate mooncake festival with my older auncle n aunty n my family ~~

last friday, my aunty was cook declious foods for celebrate mooncake festival in her house !!

according previous year we will BBQ under her apaprtment , but this time, she wanna to changed a bit...so all of us didnt BBQ in her house this time n changed to cook in her house..my aunty is expert to cook the food as "dinner" pattern !! looks nice , dont u think so!!

mixed foods~~

chicken, made by wine

this is fish!!i like it very much , the pattern looks good !! taste also nt bad o..

"mee hun" , taiwan style !! i like it !!

inside is prawn, sotone( yup, u may cant see where is sotone..but my aunty made the sotone looks as "mee") n chicken's "gan"

giak giak ..nice~~

still have a lot of foods cook by my aunty ...but..hey hey..i am busy to eat n without much time to take photo!! cannt tahan to wait somemore ~~

in the ned, i pensang again, bcs of the stupid beer!!

b4 the genting , i still like to drink one bottle of beer but nw i cant even touch n smile it (i will run away)

but....my FATHER n my AUNTY asked me drink it ! (but they didnt force me !!)

n i cant image that time is my COUSIN force me to drink it !! (bcs i think he is drunk ady, n started to siao) hahahah!!

anyway, i am happy to celebrate with them !!

HAPPY MOOKCAKE FESTIVAL~~

support him forever~~

he is a good pliceman in "the brave one "

b4 the movie >>> i dont like him at all !! (bcs i got discrimination)

after watch movie>>> i like him very much, bcs he has a good heart in the movie n he is a good actor !!

if our world can follow "the brave one" content, i will be very happy about it

it is bcs we can kill the bad ppl by ourself , nt need to follow the law anymore !!

sometimes, the world require a person who can balance it.

hw to balance :

if the policeman cant cathch up bad ppl

then

we sure have a ppl who can help the policeman to settled this problem

bcs

bad ppl only can cause the problem

nting much useful in this world

so

better kill it !!

anywere, me n bernie enjoy this movie very much, i can see bad ppl will have a bad n serious result in the end after they done wrong things ~~

me n bernie's datting today ..

successful

haha

先處理心情、再處理事情

有時我們在溝通時

會不自覺地用一些『否定式』、『命令式』、或『上對下』的說話方式

例如：『你錯了，你錯了，話不能這麼說』

或是

『唉呀，跟你說過多少次了，你這樣做不行啦 你怎麼那麼笨，跟你講你都不聽……』

一般來說，人都不喜歡『被批評、被否定』

但是

有時我們在言談間 卻不知不覺地流露出『自我中心主義』和『優越感』

覺得自己都是對的，別人都是錯的

有句話說：『強勢的建議，是一種攻擊』

有時

即使我們說話的出發點是良善的、是好意的

但如果講話的口氣太強勢、太不注意到對方的感受 則對方聽起來，就會像是一種攻擊一樣，很不舒服

因此

在溝通時，必須注意到對方的感受

畢竟每個人都有『自我尊嚴感的需求』 每個人都希望被肯定、被讚美、被認同.被附和

而不喜歡被否定、被輕視

所以

即使雙方意見不同 但必須做到

『異中求同、圓融溝通』，『有話照說，但口氣要委婉許多』

在適當的時候，說出一句漂亮的話；也在必要的時候，及時打住一句不該說的話

因此，我們必須學習 『不要急著說、不要搶著說，而是要想著說』 絕對不要『逞口舌之快』而後悔

因為說話是沒有『橡皮擦』、沒有『立可白』的，不能再把話擦掉呀

we may try to said that

" 我滿贊同你的想法，但我很不喜歡你『講話的口氣』 其實，我滿同意你的見解，但我很不喜歡你『講話的態度』"

my life !!

i wanna to know why
everyone nt trust me
especially her
always said me that , said me that
always call me
n ask me "where r u ", "wat r u doing ", "iz with ur BF nw?
n i always answered her " in college", "having class", "i dont have a BF nw "
everyday i just repeat this stupid answers until i felt $@%$
i know she cares about me, love me , hope me is good n safe everytime
but, i felt nt freedom n she has unhappy bcs i didnt go n see her everyday
i dont like ppl who control my life ...sometimes i wanan asked her "did i need to write a report for u everyday "??
but, since she is nt bad n she cares about me
so i cant said any bad about her
ai...

烦哪 !!

烦哪烦得不能呼吸

烦哪烦哪烦得没有力气

烦哪我烦哪

烦哪烦哪烦得不敢相信

烦哪烦哪烦得歇斯底里

烦哪我烦哪

pengsan again ~~

Malay Food >>>> RM 2 dollars >>>but i really cant trust ady althought it is cheap ....
after today's lunch >>> still okey....
after i go bak home>>> nothing...
after woke up from my cute bed>>> i realised inside of my stmoach have some wave sound appear...
very painful + vomit + keep-on lousai + etc!!
i am trying to thinking wat am i ate today
in the end, my conclusion only that MALAYA FOOD
always happen something after ate the MALAYA FOOD

i want to say, i didnt dislike o discrimination malay food
actually, i like it very much since i am stay here for 6 years n bcs it considered as cheap when i took a lot of foods n can satisified me when i eat chill type of foods
but ...
my body cant tahan i also dont know why!!

but, i am quite enjoy our lunch today
but, nw, i cant take delicious food as my dinner today ...i just sit beside of my father n look at the foods n if can, I really WANNA TO TRY MY FATHER'S FOOD
but, he said cannot bcs my body still nt feeling well
n, i have to cook the white white colour of porridage as my DINNER today
wu~~~my fahter's food looks soooo nice
hope , i can eat the delicious food with ms yeo tomalor

future ?!

wat is my future , wat is my career? be superwomen ? be housewife (o nop!!) wat is our final distination in our life ? people alive bcs of wat? or wat typs of life i want to be ? stable life ? exciting life ? o a perfect life ? wat is my streng n weakness?

"i dont know at all "

when mr e asking me these type of questions i will bensan n keep-on to thinking a perfect answer that also can satisified myself at the same time !!

but, unforuntary, i am nt able to give this answer

althought i think many times ady

after UEL , wat kind of job we can do? wat kind of company can accept us ?

iz we study jsut bcs of the certificate nt for skill ...

so when we go n work may still feel blur n blur

cannot catch up wat we r going to do on next step

taiwan boleh>>steven's underwear

i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan i miss taiwan

i

miss taiwan

am i creazy ?!

hehe...maybe ~~

to zach

i didnt angry with zach, really ~~

i didnt answer ur phone n didnt reply ur sms n dont want talk with u n disappear is bcs .....

i have to cool down

cool dowm doesnt means u make me angry

n

is bcs of myself

iz i always play too over n not image ady

so

u all just felt i am a monkey

i know ....jokking is jokking

but

wat i think is

maybe i have to changed nw...

maybe can be considered to be more girl

dont act as a boy

but

to me , i felt be a boy is more comfortable ....

anywere, i just want to say is i am nt angry with u

dont so nervous

we still good friend

mask!!

these few days i was buy 20 pieces of masksssss from the shop that i spa one ......only cost me RM 100~each one cost RM 5!!!!!!
i felt good n happy but ...
my aunty ask me
r u sure you can sell ur ecofirst mask RM 22 in market?
erm...
i dont think so..
this time i buy in bulk of mask from spa shop is bcs
cheap n useful !!
but i also felt paise !!
bcs nw i am selling the mask to everyone!! but i didnt support ecofirst one !!
ai...

really no comment about it !!

spa

i spa today
i sona today
i steam today
this is my last month to do all these !!
n i wont continue to reniew my membership anymore!!
bcs
she is bad
she is nt good
she is nt friendly
she is fight with my .....
n my ....very angry with her
so both of us wont continue it !!
evern my ah ma also angry with her
so
i dont think she can do a good business
she loss all good of us

earthquake!?

i am sure here is NOT TAIWAN !!

but why this moring i can felt earthquake?!

am i wrong ?! NT, i dont think so....

since i ca felt earthquake in this moring , i felt ...sad+surprise+nt moon +shock for whole day !! even my aunty belanja me a lot of delicious food i still nt felt happy at all !!! nop.....this is nt me !!

i sad is bcs according from the news i know that indo has 2 ppl death n 200 ppl get injure , the number of death i think may still increasing nw ...

i shock is bcs i get scared by my sis in this moring when i am sleeping !!

ouch !! shit!! i am sleeping n suddly heard by my sis was shouting infront of my face

" wake up! wake up ! faster run out!! has earthquake nw !! "

o! shit again ~ i really can felt it n my house is near by the seaside !!

surami ?!

erm~~maybe !! one day ~~

from the tv , i also know singapore has 3 levels of earthquake

that worst than malaysia

but luckly that nt one get injure ~~

my heart

love her

pain of her

miss her

pray for her

forever ........

genting PART 2 !!

after finished from snow world...
all of us decided to go n see geli animals !! i really scared n cant tahan !! especially the duck run out n fly beside of us...o my god!! SNACKs+ DUCKs + MONKEY+ MOUSEs+ SPIDERs + BIRDs + all those weired types of animal...(really nt feeling well, i get scared by animals)
n
i dont know why why why why (no one can answer me why like animals)
bernie can be so excited n keep-on to say animals r cute ?????!!!!!!!
i cant see where got cute animals!!
okey, i admit
only chickens n fishes r cute
the others?!
i just felt geli n geli n geli lor~~

1st class day...

b4 go for class>>>> i felt lazy n refuse to all, i felt nt interested at all !!
but,
after the class, i felt that is different!!
bcs
all lecture r different
especially the way of they teaching,
make me felt fresh
like
mr e..
funny n cute n manners, good teaching skill,
althought sometimes i may dont understand wat he talk about
but
i still repect of him
n somemore
i have a new name today
althought the sound nt so good
but i like it
the name is
"fuyo, young dao fu"
hahah, quite happy with his class
and another lecture
gana
erm...
nt really bad la, but i think he doesnt like his job maybe
like no motivate one neh...
hope he can have more power when he lecturing us !!
my first day class...
cannot tahan
bcs long time dont have a class at afternoon one ....
afternoon class like when i study at DCA time !!
i scared the class after lunch
make me felt sleepiiiiiinnnnnnnnggggg~~~~~~~~

downloading ....

today just come bak from genting trip~~a bit lazy n nt feeling well lor since i was drink that stupuid beer, make me cant simply to take outside food n only can took borridge as my lunch...that ok !!

but

, why why why why why why(aiyo!!) today so slow when i download the photos to my blog n why sooo slow when i download the photos file from ah chan there...since both of sides r soooo slow n + i nt feeling well + lazy + sleepppp+ stupid beer....

so

i decided go to sleep (dont disturb me)

good bye my love~~ my babei,my honey

a COOL GEnting TRavel ^_^ !!

when we in the bus~~(moring 10 am)

she started to high even we havent reach at genting (so cute neh, as sotone)^_^

A die pig appear at the begining of genting travel


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after few hours ~~ all of us are inside the snow world

o my godness~~these three girls come from where??why looks cute n mature !! hahaha

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after come out from snow world

so sweet, babei~~ kiss~~muah~~