my life !!

i wanna to know why
everyone nt trust me
especially her
always said me that , said me that
always call me
n ask me "where r u ", "wat r u doing ", "iz with ur BF nw?
n i always answered her " in college", "having class", "i dont have a BF nw "
everyday i just repeat this stupid answers until i felt $@%$
i know she cares about me, love me , hope me is good n safe everytime
but, i felt nt freedom n she has unhappy bcs i didnt go n see her everyday
i dont like ppl who control my life ...sometimes i wanan asked her "did i need to write a report for u everyday "??
but, since she is nt bad n she cares about me
so i cant said any bad about her
ai...